I have a confession to make. I’ve been getting the tar beaten out of me lately. I don’t mean physically, although some of it has manifested that way, but energetically. And, according to my Intel (Skype, Facebook and my comment section), pretty much everyone I know has been going through the same kind of thing. We’re all being hit in various ways: shifting large beliefs rather quickly (which is just a tad uncomfortable, and by “a tad” I mean “bite down on this leather and hold on”), difficulty controlling empathic abilities (being hit by everyone’s energy, even if you’ve long ago learned how to control that), and TONS of resistance coming up (loads of seemingly bad stuff happening in very short succession).
Today, I will not tell you how to stop this phenomenon. I can’t. Today, I’m going to explain to you what the hell is going on. Ready? Here, bite down on this leather and, oh never mind. You know the drill by now.
December 21st. Ish.
While I give absolutely no credence to the idea that the world will end on December 21st, 2012, or any other time soon (or at all…), the energy is clearly speeding up and has been for some time. The global and Universal vibration is getting higher and faster, which means that right now, in this moment, the energy is moving faster than it ever has.
The Mayans were on to something. While the actual date of the end of the Mayan calendar is hotly debated, most of the current theories put the end date within a one year period (Dec 2012 – Oct 2013). Now, while some people believe that the end of the Mayan calendar signifies the end of the world (dramatic, much?), I think it simply (ha!) represents a major shift in our vibration. Like, super major. I’ll elaborate, shall I?
It’s Evolution, man!
So, since the beginning of, well, creation, our Universal vibration has been slowly but steadily and consistently rising and speeding up. We humans have been contributing greatly to this rise just by living. Each time we identify something we don’t like, we also (often inadvertently) identify what we would like instead, or a new desire. The non-physical then focuses on that desire and matches its frequency. It evolves to match that new, higher frequency, which is now also available to all humans. Since the non-physical is a lot less resistant and more focused than anything in the physical realm, and because there are a lot more of them than of us (we’re not actually separate, we are a part of them, but that’s another story), let’s just say that a great deal more focus is placed on those new, higher frequencies than on the lower, more resistant ones. So, even if we humans choose to stay miserable and bitchy, the non-physical is always focusing on the highest available vibration.
So, the average vibration in the Universe (and yes, it’s all one. This is what Abraham means when they say “we’re all in this together”. We’re all working on the same vibration) is rising, because the great majority of consciousness is focused on the highest vibration possible. Up and up and up we go.
It stands to reason that as we keep movin’ on up, every once in a while, we will reach a tipping point where our collective vibration has risen enough to bring about a kind of evolutionary jump. That’s where we’re at right now. The energy is building and building and we’re about to take a flying leap into our evolutionary future. Or rather, we are doing it already. This kind of jump doesn’t happen in an instant, mind you (well, relatively speaking it does, but not seen from our perspective). It takes years.
What does this mean for us?
Well, I think it’s different for everyone. Certainly, we all seem to be releasing resistance like crazy. For those who understand energy releasing, it will make more sense. The rest of the population may misinterpret what’s going on and think all hell is breaking loose, they’re having a run of bad luck, or even that they’re going a bit crazy (break out the meds!). It may mean unexplained emotional outbursts, wild emotional fluctuations, spontaneous shifts in perception (epiphanies and awakening), increased resistance (physical ailments, accidents, emotional upsets), and an increase in our ability to perceive energy.
How everyone experiences this time will be a deeply personal thing. I think it all comes down to the intentions you’ve set, where you are (vibrationally) and where you want to go. We all came here during this time on purpose, because we knew it would be incredibly exciting. In other words, we knew that big shit was about to go down, and we wanted to be right in the thick of it. In my experience, you can’t make a distinction that those who have a higher vibration will have an easier time, and those with a lower vibration will have a harder time, which makes perfect sense when we consider that high and low vibrations are all relative.
I believe that we’re all being guided to exactly where WE want to be. Some of us simply wanted to get there faster, ahead of the pack so we could help others. Some of us might’ve been a bit more ambitious in how much of Who We Really Are we wanted to remember and how quickly.
My personal experience
Like I said, I’ve been getting the tar beaten out of me. Mind you, I’m not complaining. I’m actually incredibly excited about the changes that have been happening. Here are just a few, to give you an idea:
- I started seeing dead people. So far, three have visited me. I’ve never been able to do this before, and it just kind of spontaneously happened, but hell, I’m not complaining. No, I’m not going to start doing readings with your dead relatives, that’s never been my thing. But it has been interesting so far. I’ve had two visits from dead folks who came to thank me for helping their living relatives, and one from a dead relative of mine. I’ve been able to reach out to my own transitioned family for quite some time, but these people just popped in. So, yeah, that’s happening now.
- I’ve seen a marked increase in my ability to read energy in much more subtle ways. About eight months ago, I spontaneously read the energy of a client’s husband through her. When that became routine, I then gained the ability to go deeper into the family tree, reading parents and grandparents (as it pertains to the clients. I don’t get access to all their thoughts or anything. I can’t tell you where your grandfather keeps his secret stash of vintage Playboys.) Since what I do is like a turbocharged version of therapy, knowing why your great aunt who terrorized you as a child was such a bitch does come in handy.
- I’ve been releasing more and more stuff on a purely emotional level, no longer needing to even understand what the issue is. Since the real work is emotional not intellectual, and since the only reason that I explain things the way I do is to get the mind out of the way so the real work can take place, this is pretty phenomenal. To me, this means that my mind has started to finally get out of the way (well, somewhat) and is allowing an energy clearing to take place. Yay!
- I started releasing a rather large (actually, possibly the largest ever in my own history) childhood issue that I’d blocked from my memory. This is the one that gets me the most excited, even though it’s the one that’s been beating me up the most. I believe that this incident, which I don’t yet fully remember, caused me to shut down a lot of my intuitive abilities. Since I’m regaining them now, I figure that clearing this blockage out might blow an important door wide open. I always say: I don’t know what I’m turning into, but I can’t wait to find out. Stay tuned. I will write about this when I’m done, although this may well be the basis for a book, not a blog post. Ok, stay tuned for a while. Sorry. For those of you who keep asking me to publish my life story, this is essentially going to be the whole basis of the book. So, there’s that. 🙂
There’s nothing to worry about. It’s all good. All of this releasing which, granted, can be a total pain in the ass, is benefiting us. Those with loads of resistance who aren’t willing to let it go may have a tougher time than others, and may well think that things are getting worse and worse. But for those who are willing to understand the process, that resistance manifests only to serve us, won’t see it that way at all.
And, of course, it won’t stop with the releasing. That’s just the beginning. We’re clearing out the garbage so that we can take the next step in our evolution – remembering Who We Really Are, coming into our own power, what many would call the age of enlightenment.
Like I said. Big shit’s going down y’all. This is what we came here for. So, let’s enjoy it! Here, bite down on this leather and WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Have you been getting kicked around a little lately? What have you noticed? Share in the comments so that everyone (like me) knows they’re (I’m) not alone. 😉